There is a part in life that we couldn't rid off from ourselves. A part which will always cherished for eternity.
This is a story of a man who is willing to to sacrifice his love for the sake of happiness of a wonderful woman.
Again and again he said to himself with this agonizing pain in his heart; i choose this way and i should be brave enough to face it. But then we are only human, cant stop ourselves from crying and shouting for help....
2 years had passed, but nothing has changed in him, the memory remains untouchable and fairly immortal. its hard for him to tell people what he feels and what he loves, but this women i can tell you, she melts him away with her smile. Her distinctive word of "hi" remains immortal in him. He kept his word and his feeling away from her, because he was afraid to loose her. He was afraid to disappoint her and to be disappointed himself.
He is a man of his words, always be loyal in any way he could possibly gives, even being too loyal to his own girl in a way that little man could even try to think about; sacrificing your own love....
The boy has a permanent disease that unable him to coordinate his feeling and his thought. Medically said as schizophrenia, but in him, it is a friend, a very close friend that makes him to become a very fine man. He loves her so much, but he is so afraid to hurt her in any ways. Then, the memorable night came to unfold. The night that changed the way he is today. " I have to end this once and for all", " I love you, but i cant afford to give that happiness you sought so much, I am sorry _ _ _" he whispered... He tried not to cry, but still, a shed of tear begin to arise from his distressing face. He began to text on his mobile phone:
I
LOVE
YOU
BUT
WE
CANT
BE TOGETHER
Her text the words one alphabet at a time, and after the last alphabet sent, his heart pounded so hard, and he started to cry, and rose his head high to the sky, and said; " I will always love you no matter what" Then the girl called him and asked " What this is all about?" He simply replied " I just still cant forget about my X, and I think that I just like you and that feeling cant take us any further in relationship". He knew, those words broke her hard very much as he knew that she loves him so much. But he tried to ignore her feeling pretending that never happened, and try to forget her and let destiny to lead him his ways.
A year had passed, after being untruthful to himself, he tried to confess to her about everything. He approached her, gave her sweet texts, gave a beautiful birthday gift, asked her to have a dinner and sharing likes and dislikes. But sadly, it was all to late. Her heart already been given to other guy and now his feeling is nothing more than a priceless pebble. For all these times, he thought sacrifices he had done will pay him at last, but it is turning against him. The girl felt so guilty and didn't know how to tell the boy about the truth. And at last, the boy found out the truth by himself.
When he finally knew that she already gave her love to others, he said to her "I love you , no matter what, but it doesn't mean i can make you to love me" "Thank you for everything, thank you for the chances you gave to me, I'm happy to taste a glimpse of your kindness. No matter where you go, you will always be accompanied with my best wishes for you. Enjoy your life and pretend that we never met each other... and please erase me from your memories, and consider this part of our lives was only a stupid coincidence. May God be with you". The girl cried so hard because she never thought that the boy was really love her. Then, she sent him a letter which one of the words touch him the most; " If only we knew it from the beginning, this could never be happened.. I will never erase you from my heart" The last word he gave to her "I Love You"
The girl is now enjoying her life as the way she wishes to
The boy isolates himself and in search of a new love
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